No !

Last official day of summer was today . I completely blew it off and did nothing . Ah , I cannot believe this . I have done pretty much nothing this summer . I have been alone the whole summer . I am begging to thin k that i will be going back to school with no friends . Oh joy . Makes me just a whole lot more blissful . HA , right . Tomorrow's going to be horrible . It makes it even worse that i just threw my summer down the drain . Well i have nothing really to talk about today . Pretty lame day . All i can say is that tomorrow should be demolishing .

Unexpected

So i didn't get a chance to blog yesterday . Not much happened , besides my first boyfriend ( ex ) , texting me . We ended quietly & badly . We dated twice . Now he texts me off and on asking if i want to hook up . I always say maybe just because i'd feel bad if i didn't . All though we've never hooked up full on . I then told him that the reason why i didn't want to hook up was because i would just want to be with him after . He then confessed to me that he would want to be with me too . We both fell asleep . He texted to tonight and he asked me if i liked him . I responded by of course saying , " I don't know . " . I asked him if he liked me and he said that he firgured i didn't like him and that before i told him i wasn't sure , he was going to ask me out . Until he remembered how much he hates relationships . He clearly does , he refers to them as , " Relationshits " . I replied saying , " aww too bad you didn't " , He never replied . I'm now finding myself thinking about him and what if would be life if we got back together . I wonder if i would be happier then i have been when with other guys . After all when we dated i thought he was my first love . Considering he was my first kiss , first boyfriend, and first boy i ever said i love you too . Maybe i just thought so because i'd never had a boyfriend . But i can't exactly remember how i felt . I just remember feeling nervous everyday . Hmm , is that a sign ? Who knows . I guess we'll know someday . I'm probably just in over my head , althouggh i'm pretty sure i want to get back together .

                                                         CarlyHale<3

DId that really just happen ?

Well , for the past two weeks i have been talking to a boy named Aiden . He lives on an island with his mom close to me but comes to Anacortes when he's staying at his dad's on the weekends . We hadn't met until tonight. Before we had met he said he was really into me and i told him i was into him. We made an agreement that we would be considered a couple unless after we met , we didn't like each other. Well i wasn't necessarily into the boy when i said i was. But about a week later his kindness grew on me , and not to mention he is pretty cute . We finally got the time to meet tonight. Before we met he had been saying really sweet things to me. When we met up it was really awkward. I couldn't tell if it was just because we had just met or if he just wasn't into me.   Once we decided to start walking i could tell it wasn't just because we first met ... he just wasn't that into me. Before i left my house i asked him if i could bring my friend that's a boy named Sage , but Aiden said he'd like it to just be us , so i agreed. After awhile of us walking in he quickly implied that i should of brought my friend. I feel really weird now and i'm scared to see what tomorrow brings. I'm nervous to see what he says to me , or even if i hear from him at all ... i don't know why he wasn't into me though . I'm exactly the same in looks. I just don't get it... Well , lets hope tomorrow brings something good. It's 4:03 AM , i should probably sleep and stop worrying . Lets hope everything's fine ....

Was i wrong?

     Okay! So i recently just started dating someone that lives in another town & it's 30 minutes away. I used to say long distance relationships are pointless if you've never me but was i wrong? Could you really love someone you've never met? I'm not saying i love this guy or anything but i really like him & we haven't met yet... i'm just wondering if i was wrong. I wonder if i could end up loving someone far away. I always told my best friend, who has had a long relationship with someone she's never met for a year, that dating long distance is a waste of time and that she should just give it up. I always thought that it was full of the cons and a relationship but had nothing special like being with the person. I always thought that being in a long distance relationship would be too hard not being able to see the person. Maybe i fed my head full of things that were wrong..Maybe you can fall in love with someone by their words before you meet them. But what if your only falling in love with their words and who they could seem to be and not who they really are? I guess it really just depends on the person, right? I guess it could go both ways!

                            - CarlyHale<3

Hmm..the dentist

     The dentist sucks. It just sucks.Lately i have been having to get work done on my teeth because sometime around august they wanna give me braces. So i have a few fillings that need to be done! Sadly.. today as i came back for my second filling,i was in a great mood & ready to get it done. As the lady called off my name after about 20 minutes of waiting,i stood up and walked in with her. Although as i was walking i could already tell that the lady was going to be a bitch and i was just hoping she wasn't one of the dentist's working on my teeth. Sure enough she was.As we went back into this weird little room while all the other people getting work done weren't in separate rooms she told me to take a seat. She told me she was only doing one filling today (in a bitchy way) they she started to give me the numbing shot. Of course it hurt a little bit but i didn't mind that much. The tooth she was doing was on the top row. When she was done giving me the 2 shots i was ready to numb up. Last time i got a tooth filled it was on the bottom & i was WAY more numb. As i was waiting my mouth wasn't getting very numb so i said something, she said, " Oh i know it's supposed to feel like that. It's your top so its waaay different.". I thought okay..okay... and just ignored to even say anything back because it didn't seem right. As she put some medal thing around my tooth to separate it from the rest i could totally feel it! So i flinched & told her, "OW,i can feel that!". The lady said, " I know. You're gunna be able to feel things." . When she said that i knew she was wrong & that i wasn't numb enough. Last time i got a filling they told me i wouldn't be able to feel anything but pressure,if that. While i sat there in some pain the same male dentist that did my filling last time came in. I was in relief telling myself whatever that biotch was up to he would find out once he started to drill, so i was fine! When he started the gas and put it on i felt like i was out of this world but in my head i could think but i just didn't think i could say anything. As he started to drill, of course i felt it, & it hurt! So my first instinct was to throw my hand up and nudge his. He said, "Could you feel pain?" and i said, "YES!" And as they both started yelling at me for nudging him he kept on drilling... i was thinking are you crazy this hurts! Help me! But then he stopped drilling because the cavity wasn't that big. He started to fill it in. When i came out...pissed and in tears a little bit, they both screamed, "YOU DID IT!" As i walked out the door thinking about how hot that male dentist was i was still pissed. I could also taste some nasty stuff in my mouth still because that lady didn't put the water and sucker on the right side of my mouth.. on purpose... As i got to the car i started crying.. i told my mom what happened & i also that i wanted to switch to the Oak Harbor dentist. After she agreed i realized that some of my mouth was numb.... but... on the BOTTOM! It was horrible... as we drove home i drank an old Arizona Raspberry Tea  just to get that horrid taste out of my mouth... thanks to that stupid butthole lady... Today sucked! I now hate the dentist! They're evil. What do you think of them now?!

Ointment?

    Did i seriously just hear this nasty word? ... Is ointment even still used by people?! It sounds like a word for acne used in the 70's. What do people even use ointment for? I don't really want to write a lame blog on ointment... but i came across this word and it made me laugh! Do anyone of you people use ointment? If you do, on what?! I don't ever see the word "Ointment", maybe I've just been avoiding it.. WHO KNOWS! All i know is that it sounds gross and apparently looks gross! Okay well this is getting boring so i'm gunna change the subject! Hmmm... Phone calls... Are there phone calls that you don't wanna answer but do anyways? That happens to me all the time then i regret it... I'm thinkn' DAMNIT JUST GIVE ME THE POWER OF NON RETARDNESS OF PHONE CALLS. Okay this is boring too... i can't really think of anything awesomely amazing to write because i just woke up.. so sorry that my recent blogs have been boring since my last one was just introducing you to them! Even though i'm sure nobody's even reading this right now. If you are reading it though,then know this...I LOVE YOU. You're incredible for your...-insert a word-... KEEP ON READIN'! For me? Thank you!
                                                     -Carly Hale<3

Let's start!

     Hello! I'm Carly & I'm new to all this blogging. It took me about 30 minutes to figure all of this out and how to get to the blogging page. I put intro in my blog title by accident...woops! I recently decided to start blogging because today was the first day of summer. This summer i am hoping a lot of new excited fun things will happen to me! I love writing so i decided i would like to blog about interesting this that i come upon in my summer days of 2011. I hope people actually read this because... i want my blogs to be read! Who doesn't! So i hope you enjoy!
                                                    -Carly Hale<3